Sunday, November 09, 2008

quod me nutrit me destruit. [What nurishes me also destroys me.]

What a horrible morning.

I went to bed crying and woke up sobbing.

Perhaps it's just my hormones being their usual annoying self.

What I'm craving more than ever is to talk to someone. Just to let it all out and have someone sympathize with me.

S called first thing this morning. She went on and on about last night with this new guy she met. Meanwhile all I wanted to do was hang up on her and continue with my sob session.

Two more hours until I start work. I want to leave right now. Just go out and wander aimlessly.

I still want a hug. A talk. A caring smile.

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