When the truth finally hits you, it's like a ton of bricks falling on a bird. Crushing, painful, and sad.

DH SPOILERS!

Ok, I will most likely get shouted at for this...but I really need to do this rant. For me the most disappointing thing about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows was, I dunno...LIKE TWO THIRDS OF IT. There were so many things about the book, that were either incredibly dumb, or just flat-out boring. THE ENTIRE MIDDLE PORTION of the book, where they're just disapparating out of places and travelling the country doing nothing, almost put me to sleep, until JK seemed to realise that these parts were boring as hell, and randomly inserted two chapters "Bathilda's secret" and "Malfoy Manor" in an obvious attempt to keep her readers' interest, cause they're the only times when there's action. The action comes from out of nowhere (a woman turning into nagini?? come on). The ending was incredibly long and drawn-out, and interrupted with chapters that seemed completely out of place (a)The war's about to resume, but excuse me while I stick my head in a sink and go over some memories, and b) lets go to a train station and talk to dumbledore, and i'll come back to life to finish off voldemorrt when I feel like it) The final confrontation was overly dramatic. The whole 7th book cover gave the idea that Harry was alone in facing Voldemort, but in the end, when he does, they are surrounded by people who are watching it like they would watch a soccer/hockey game. What the hell? And the aftermath of the fight should not have been celebratory, (yay, Voldemorts dead, lets party!) it should have been emotional for Harry, with the realisation that it was all over, with some self-reflection. But the biggest problem with the book was that, without hogwarts as a sort of boundary to contain the plot, the story was completely all over the place and a real mess, with everything happening randomly and without explanantion (this is shown perfectly in the chapter "Magic is might", when JK spends exactly one sentence explaining how "over the past month, Harry et. al had been planning an infiltration of the ministry) The plot was overly complicated and random (lets go to the MOM, lets go to see Lovegood, lets go to Godrics Hollow, lets go to Gringotts, lets go to Bill's cottage, and on and on) In fact this confusion pretty much summed itself up when JK introduced the whole concept of the Hallows. While Harry was searching for the horcruxes, then spent like 5 chapters in limbo DOING NOTHING, because Ron and Hermione wanted to find horcruxes, and harry wanted to find hallows, and as a result...NOTHING HAPPENED during these sequences...
So, in conclusion, suffice it to say that I was incredibly disappointed in the book.

I'm not an HP or a JK basher, I love Harry Potter, perhaps too much, cause it seems I clearly expected too much from the book, and I really wanted a great ending from the series.

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I absolutely hate the idea of spoilers. It infuriates me that people would sabotage the happiness of others. Who the heck do they think they are? I mean people get serious. If you have no life and no love, why take that out on someone who simply wants to enjoy a great piece of literature.

Yawn!

Am I weird because I've moved past the stage where all I can think about is boys? I fail to understand why the opposing gender is so interesting. Why go through all that trouble just to get noticed or start a relationship that will eventually end?
I personally feel that there is more to life than obsessing over a person. Sure, I like guys, but I don't think I'd go to the extreme of thinking and talking about them 24/7. (At least not anymore ;) ) Don't people have more interesting things to talk about? Doesn't it get boring talking about guys/girls all day? I get tired even thinking about them.
Meh. Maybe its just me. Perhaps I've had enough of the status quo. I need some change in my life.

Excuses Excuses Excuses

Ever run out of excuses for school or work? Well read on to find sme splendid excuses:

-Excuse my daughter for being absent for three weeks. She's going to have a baby
-I did my homework, but I just forgot to write it down!
-Student: " Miss! Would you punish someone for something they didn't do?"
-I'm going through puberty!
-Please excuse shyann from gym today she was watching t.v. yestuday and strained her eyes so now she can't focus well.
-"I have anal glaucoma-- I don't see my ass coming to class today."
-I can't go to school today because I irritated my aunt.
-Please excuse my tardiness, My Mother took Drugs while she was pregnant with me.
-My underwear was too tight, it was cutting off the circulation to my brain!
-Please excuse Samantha from swimming today because of her plumbing problems.
-Sorry I was late; the bell rang before I got here.
-I'm sorry Tyler can't go to school today because his hormones are raging.
-Please excuse Mary for being absent yesterday. She was in bed with gramps.

-It is against my religion to work on Mondays and Wednesdays.
-I have amnesia, who r u? .........work?..............I work?
-I'm just about to reach enlightenment, so I cant possibly come to work because it will disturb my practices.
-I'm sorry but my eyes are just in bad shape right now. I just cant see myself going into work today.
-I can't come into work today, I have anal glacoma. What? I can't see my butt coming into work!!!
-I'll be late for work today becuase I was on my way to the car, and see it was hot out so I decided I needed to take a break.
-My arm is too tired to shift, so I can't drive to work today
-I won't be able to come into work today because i have to visit my sister in hospital, she had an epileptic seizure as she was holding her baby, threw the baby in front of her which i caught, she then jumped through one of my stained glass windows and landed in my fish pond killing the koi carp. Sorry.
-I just called to say I couldn't make it to work today. My computer has a virus and I have been up all night cleaning up after and tending to it.
-I'll be out today because I got stuck in traffic on the Parkway and I was overcome by the fumes and had to go home
-I cant come to work tomorrow its messing up my social life
-I can't come in to work. I don't have enough money.
-I only missed the one day but [fill in another persons name ] missed four days in a row and you didn't say anything to them!
-Oh, you mean it's Next' Monday I have off!! (Note: must be said with an incredulous expression)
-I couldn't find a spot to park (Note: This is often true at my workplace!)
-I am converting my calendar from Julian to Gregorian.
-I just found out that I was switched at birth. Legally, I shouldn't come to work knowing my employee records may now contain false information.
-Constipation has made me a walking time bomb.
-When I got up this morning, I took two Ex-Lax in addition to my Prozac. I can't get off the john, but I feel good about it.
-There's a Gilligan's Island marathon coming on TV, and I have to go home and set my VCR.
-I really wanted to come to work this morning, but physical circumstances wouldn't allow it.
I just wanted to see if you could get along without me, so you would know how valuable I am to you.
-I'm going to need to take a couple of day off Thursday and Friday, because the city said I have to clean up my back yard before Monday or I'm going to get a big fine!
-I won't be in to work today. My wife said she is going to conceive today, and I want to be there when it happens.
-Please excuse Henry for being late. He was stuck in the bathroom without any toilet paper.
-I'll be out today or late, I woke up dizzy (I suffer from vertigo).

And one of my favorites: I am sick with the Lack. Lack of ambition. As well as: My husband had a vasectomy yesterday and his balls are enlarged, so I need to stay home and help him ice them.

-I'm not going to work today, I spent my paycheck on lottery tickets, and I'm out of Gas 'till payday.

B-O-R-E-D bored was her name-o

OK. Considering that I am extremely bored and really tired of hearing my neighbors yell, I decided to google the keyword "bored." As some of you may know, there is a site called www.bored.com
I found it highly amusing. Especially its Vitual Online Insult Generator.
Here are some of the insults I got thrown my way:

Yo momma's so poor she married young just to get the rice
You must have a low opinion of people if you think they're your equals.
If Moses had seen your face, there would have been another commandment.
Yo momma's so dumb she thought the TV guide was directions to get to the television.
Yo momma's so dumb she thought Taco Bell was a phone company in Mexico.
Yo momma's so poor I went into her house and saw a bunch of cockroaches sittin around the toilet singin We are family.
I'd like to see things from your point of view but I can't seem to get my head that far up my ass.
You are so dumb, your fingers and toes are numbered.
Did your parents ever ask you to run away from home?
Yo momma's so old she went to an antiques auction and three people bid on her
Shock me, say something intelligent.
You look like you just escaped from planet of the apes.
I'll hit you so hard your kids will be born dizzy!
You remind me of Moses. Every time you open your mouth, the bull rushes.
We think of you when we are lonely. Then we are content to be alone.
I don't think you are a fool. But then, what's my own humble opinion against thousands of others?
I hear you are very kind to animals, so please give that face back to the gorilla.

Oh dear! I hope no one reading this gets offended by Yo Mamma jokes.

Just to get into Capital Ex!

Gate Admission
Adults/Senior 13 yrs+ $10 at the gate
Youth 7-12 yrs $5 at the gate
Children six and under FREE
Senior's Day 60 yrs+ $5

Is anyone else a bit miffed by these prices? I mean, why spend $10 just to get into the damn place? Surely the grounds aren't sacred or anything.
Hmph! Damn people ripping us off. And to think we actually take this shit. I say we revolt and not pay!

Damn bloody people!

Sacrifices are an every day occurance. It's something all of us have dealt with and will continue to deal with. But it still doesn't make it easier to endure.

If Only.

It upsets me immensely when I need to suck up my pride and pretend like nothings wrong. When I have to act as if what was said or done did not hurt me or affect me in any way. What I fail to understand is the measures people will take to hurt others. A simple look of disgust can cause way much more harm than a verbal accusation. Yet, this fact seems to fly by people and they keep on doing it.
Has the world come to such that there is no such thing as humanity anymore. Do we not know how to control our emotions and let bygones be bygones. Sure, it's a basic human act to want to express ourselves and to lash out when we feel physically or emotionally threatened, but is it so hard to forgive those who do that? We all know that such things happen, so why not brush it off instead of wanting to get back at that person.

"So and so said this to me so I'm going to do this."

We've all been taught to act our age and not our shoe size, howevever, most times our shoe sizes seem to get the better of us. Personally, I'm glad that I have big feet. 10 appears to be a better age to act than the normal 6 or 7.

Another thing I'd like to point out: humour.
We all know how well it works as a stress-reliever, yet many fail to use it.

Alas, if all else fails, just smile and nod and accept things the way it is. Not much we can do is there? The world will not cease to exist if a few of us disagree with the status-quo. Unfortunate as that may be.

Mesmerize Me

Wow. I haven't written in such a long time. I've been going through quite an emotional rollercoaster lately.
The bitchy-ness I've made my mother endure. Ignoring many of my friends. Not paying as much importance to the people who've always been there for me. And worst of all, talking to people who shouldn't be in my life.
Know what I want right now? I want a whole different life.

Big city. Fast-paced. Awesome job. Great guy. Restaurant dinners.
Does anyone else ever wish for that kind of life? The Grand Life. The one where everything is perfect, and the problems which do occur can be resolved within seconds by wonderful friends.

If not that, I want a great guy. And a best friend. I know I have best friends right now. But I want the best friend I had before. The one I took advantage of. I knew how important she was to me, yet I always believed that she would be there...forever. I need to get over the past and move on, but this is one thing I regret immensely and I know that there will always be a void in my heart and my life which can only be filled by her.

I want to dance. To laugh. To scream. To run. To jump. But most of all...I want to feel.

Don't you hate it when, after days, weeks, months, years of thinking that you've left the past behind, thinking that you've started over, thinking that things are better, when all that comes and bites you right in the ass. Don't you feel like turning around and slapping that thing...that small, tiny thing which triggered your memory. I've always learned that those who forget their past are condemned to repeat it. So I try my hardest to remember, to never let go. Yet there's always one little detail i've forgetton. One tiny memory which was still buried deep inside my mind. And that memory comes back. Only this time, its not in your head. This time, that long lost memory becomes reality. You're forced to live it out again. And once that happens, everything gets repeated. And that thing you learned...to never forget, that becomes a lie. Because no matter how hard you try, the past is always repeated. Everything becomes a lie. All that you've worked so hard for. All that you believed in. It all breaks and your left with a simple truth: there is and never was any point in trying.
So, for all you people out there trying your damn hardest to start over and make things good, give up. When life hands you lemons, accept the fact that your life is going to be sour until you get some bloody sweet strawberries.

Unusual Court Sentences...

Today's Dr. Phil was about a judge-Judge Michael A. Cicconetti
He is known for his unusual sentences. Some are...


-He has ordered a man who hollered "pigs" to police officers to stand on a street corner next to a 350-pound pig with a sign that read, "This is not a police officer."

-After an 18-year-old man stole some porn from an adult bookstore, the judge ordered him to sit outside the shop in a chair, wearing a blindfold, and holding a sign saying "See No Evil" so that passing traffic could see him.

-Cicconetti punished a group of high school students who vandalized school buses by making them throw a picnic for a group of grade-school students whose outing was canceled because of the stunt.

-A nanny accused of hitting a little boy with a belt was given a folder of articles on the consequences of child abuse, and compelled to read them all, and then discuss them in the courtroom in front of the judge and the victim's mother, as spectators looked on. Afterward, the mother agreed to no jail time for the nanny.

Sometimes you just to have to let go.
No matter how hard it is.
Because when you do,
you actually have the chance to look around you
&&. realize that you can find someone better.
There's a reason the people in our past aren't in our future
&&. everything really is up to fate.
Yeah, there's memories
&&. thinking about them will always hurt but you've gotta realize they're only memories now.
Sometimes you have to accept the fact that it's just not going to happen.
Let it go &&.
you'll see that things aren't as bad as you think they are
&&. that you can live without that certain someone.
Let go &&.
you'll find there are other people who really want to love you &&. care for you.
You just have to let them.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

I wish I were a Princess...

...With my Beautiful Castle...

And Let's not Forget...

.... Prince Charming...

ugh

Kay.
So you know how when you lose something...how you feel sooo empty and blah?
Well thats exactly how I feel right now
:(

Kevin Lowe.
I hope you feel very very bad!
You better regret what you did.
You suck.
And I hope you suffer...A LOT.
:)

I'm watching the game right now and every time they get near the net I start looking for Smyth, hoping he'll be near the net...just waiting to get a shot in.

SMYTH<333

Ok.

So.

That was the GAYEST trade ever!

Like who the fuck is stupid enough to give up Ryan Smyth?

Its because of him that we're where we are. He's made the Oilers so much better. The goals, the assists. Everything.

He was a great supporter and had a great hand in inspiring other players to do their best. I'm sure every single Oilers fan agrees with me when I say that getting rid of Smyth was BULL!

Do you actually think we can get better than that?

Kevin Lowe...Go Die!

2 more damn Forwards when what we really need is DEFENCE! Ugh!

Hhhmm
Apparently I'm a horrible person.
Me and her have been friends since kindergarten
Yet she's never told me a thing about herself
but still...she expects me to tell her everything
that has to do with me.
Fair much?

Her and some other girl barely talk.
They aren't even close.
Still, the second the other girl says a word,
she and the rest of the world
start wagging their tails
hoping she might smile or say something.

Infact.
Its always been like that.
The more I care.
The more I become the bad guy.
If I let go and try to leave them alone.
I'm still the bad person.
Nothing ever goes my way eh?

People say that I'm being selfish.
That I don't care about anything.
Is it a sin now to try to look for my own hapiness?
Is it really that bad if I don't want to let others pull me down?
I'm only doing whats best for me.
I got tired of being sad all the time.

Now.
Its all about me.
Screw all of you!
If you have a problem with me showing some concern
when I feel there's something wrong,
then fine.
I wont care.
If you expect me to beg you to talk to me,
you better think again.
Cause I'm not going to do anything of the sort.

You don't want to talk to me...
then don't expect me to.
I'm done with all of you.
If you call that bitchy...
Then yes.
I'm a bitch.
Happy?

Barack Obama

Barack Obama-Canididate for the 2008 President Elections

Obama announced on February 11 his intentions of running for President. His views and beliefs really got to me. His speech was spectacular. I admit that it is the job of a candiadate to present its audience with the most persausive speech, yet the one told by Obama seemed heartfelt. His passion in making America a better nation, both the political and social aspects of American life. Perhaps he can be the new Reagan that America and the world greatly need.

Barack Obama graduated from Harvard Law and is currently the Illinios state Senate. His focus is promoting economic growth and bringing good paying jobs to Illinois.

After reading his speech and following up with his recent activities, I was touched by his sincerety. He appears to be a honest guy who actually wants the best for Americans and the world.

However, I know that a guy like him will not survive the political aspect of this world. BUt we can still hope can't we?

Wow! I haven't written in my blog in so long.
I don't even know what to write. Every time I do post something, I tend to delete it ASAP. So, for all those who read my blog (not very many, if any) I'm sorry.