OH DEAR LORD!!!
Another message from Osama Bin Laden! Apparently, all the new technology that allows us to do anything and everything is useless when it comes to this man. Since Sept. 11/01 we have been looking for him. We received hundreds of messages from him, and video tapes, yet still, we cannot find the man itself.
Weren't Bush and Osama friends before? Did we not find pictures of them together? Oh great Bush! The greatest president this world has seen! He could even beat Stalin and Hitler with his wonderful antiques. Ugh!
America sure has issues with Iraq. April 9/03, when Saddam lost his presidential power until Dec. 13/03, when he was found in a hole. Bush found Saddam in less than 8 months. However, Osama cannot be found. He is untraceable. Unreachable.
Were there not "clones" of Saddam?? Then how do we know the the that was caught was the right one? AH! I forgot! Our great, mighty president knows all! I've realized I'm being very anti-bush. Perhaps he will deport me, and make sure I never have a job. Isn't that what happened to Jean Chretien's secretary. Even though she was a Canadian and the last time I checked, Canadians were entitled to a right of free speech. If Bush has a right to do that, than so do I and the rest of the world. Why is it that this world like to differentiate between people? I mean, every individual is a human being. A person who should have equal rights. Just because someone has more money, more fame, a better job, or something similar, should not mean that they are better than others!
Americans in the US are divided. Some are supporters of Bush, whereas others oppose of him. The opposers, I would say, are greater than the supporters, still, Bush won the election. Anyone Surprised? Didn't this happen with Bush Senior?? Doesn't George Bush have a son?? mhmm...We might be seeing a pattern soon.
BTW, I know this issue is pretty old news to some, but seeing another "message" from our dear old friend brings back feelings of hatred that I have tried to suppress.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
UGH
**sigh*
i'm so tired of this khoja politics. Like holy mother!! Can they not keep picking people from the same family?? There are other people in the world you could pick from! I honestly hate this time of year when new people are chosen. Let me give you an example: Maji kamadiyani ma (the M family): Mrs. M and Mr. M were chalu for 3 years. Right after they got into council. Their son was leuitenant. Like mygooodness!!
Same topic:
I absolutely hate browns! Like mygoodness!! The same families are on paat, or have other roles in khane. Let's take the X family for example. The X family is pretty well-known. The majority of them act like assholes, but they're fairly nice when they want to be. Now, the Xs are a big family. Therefore, its not hard to let them be in charge...of practicaly everything. One X is in council. Another X is on paat. Others are on "duty." The Xs which aren't on anything, bask in the fame and glory. They walk around with their noses held high and think they are better than the rest. When the time comes to switch roles, the X family is always on the list, although its a "rule" that the same family cannot be a part of it if they were a previous year. Don;t forget that i'm talking about the X family, so everything and anything is ok. If, for some reason the X family does not get a "good" role, then they get pissed. They refuse and say shit. Meh! Thats only one family though. There are a few other families who hold monopolies in khane. Yet, no one says anything about it. If anyone does, their family is not allowed to be a part of anything. Rumors are started and that opposing family/person is put on the "bad" list. Its ironic how in every society, every race, population, country or city, politics is always there. Even in church, mosque, or any other religious community. We have learned to differentiate between people, and until we don't stop thinking differently of each other, this shit will continue to happen. "Low" class or "middle" class people will never have a chance at experiencing things. Our society will forbid it. And if by luck someone does get a role at something, people will talk and belittle the peson. I'm not saying that I want something. Oh no. Not at all. I just want fairness...at least in religious surroundings.btw. The 'X' family isn't a real family, it could be if you want, but I didn't intend it to be.
i'm so tired of this khoja politics. Like holy mother!! Can they not keep picking people from the same family?? There are other people in the world you could pick from! I honestly hate this time of year when new people are chosen. Let me give you an example: Maji kamadiyani ma (the M family): Mrs. M and Mr. M were chalu for 3 years. Right after they got into council. Their son was leuitenant. Like mygooodness!!
Same topic:
I absolutely hate browns! Like mygoodness!! The same families are on paat, or have other roles in khane. Let's take the X family for example. The X family is pretty well-known. The majority of them act like assholes, but they're fairly nice when they want to be. Now, the Xs are a big family. Therefore, its not hard to let them be in charge...of practicaly everything. One X is in council. Another X is on paat. Others are on "duty." The Xs which aren't on anything, bask in the fame and glory. They walk around with their noses held high and think they are better than the rest. When the time comes to switch roles, the X family is always on the list, although its a "rule" that the same family cannot be a part of it if they were a previous year. Don;t forget that i'm talking about the X family, so everything and anything is ok. If, for some reason the X family does not get a "good" role, then they get pissed. They refuse and say shit. Meh! Thats only one family though. There are a few other families who hold monopolies in khane. Yet, no one says anything about it. If anyone does, their family is not allowed to be a part of anything. Rumors are started and that opposing family/person is put on the "bad" list. Its ironic how in every society, every race, population, country or city, politics is always there. Even in church, mosque, or any other religious community. We have learned to differentiate between people, and until we don't stop thinking differently of each other, this shit will continue to happen. "Low" class or "middle" class people will never have a chance at experiencing things. Our society will forbid it. And if by luck someone does get a role at something, people will talk and belittle the peson. I'm not saying that I want something. Oh no. Not at all. I just want fairness...at least in religious surroundings.btw. The 'X' family isn't a real family, it could be if you want, but I didn't intend it to be.
Monday, June 26, 2006
So, I have a lot of issues on my mind. First and foremost, this frickin war. Its pretty stupid if you think about it. Their country, their issues. Why the fuck is B interfering?? ugH!! Politics I tell you!! Its everywhere!!!
Just this morning, I found out whose on paat for the upcoming year. Same familes, over and over again. Last year when they picked the lieutenants...it was people who had never worn their uniform or those whose families are well-known. I guess its true- its who you know, not what you know.
Oh! Shemina is on rojo. And A's mummy and daddy are on bait ul kayal. (Not to be rude, but they barely come khane as it is, what makes council think that they'll come morning khane EVERY DAY!?! OH WAIT! I forgot...isn't A's uncle in council?? aahh...I rest my case...).
Speaking of uncles, mine's a complete idiot! Mygod! He hit me soo much this past week. I know it was play fighting but holy Jesus! He has no idea how strong he is. I got 4 bruises. Mother dearest scratched me today. She thought she was playing around. I got pissed and she started yeling at me. "Learn to take a joke!" Srsly woman, you need to chill and not spaz as much. ugh.
change of subject for a few min. I'll add to the top in a few. Kk, so, my great aunt just came to get sugar from us. She drove for 3min to get SUGAR!! Holy mother of pearl! She could've just crossed her street and gotten sugar from the store over there!! Honestly, this lady comes to our house every day to ask for things. I suppose I shouldn't complain especially since she made us biryani. I love her biryani. lol. God! I'm so brown.
Exams are almost over...thank god! I never studied for a singal one.I better study for science though. Its the hardest.
Imma go...um..watch tv and then study.
nitezz
Just this morning, I found out whose on paat for the upcoming year. Same familes, over and over again. Last year when they picked the lieutenants...it was people who had never worn their uniform or those whose families are well-known. I guess its true- its who you know, not what you know.
Oh! Shemina is on rojo. And A's mummy and daddy are on bait ul kayal. (Not to be rude, but they barely come khane as it is, what makes council think that they'll come morning khane EVERY DAY!?! OH WAIT! I forgot...isn't A's uncle in council?? aahh...I rest my case...).
Speaking of uncles, mine's a complete idiot! Mygod! He hit me soo much this past week. I know it was play fighting but holy Jesus! He has no idea how strong he is. I got 4 bruises. Mother dearest scratched me today. She thought she was playing around. I got pissed and she started yeling at me. "Learn to take a joke!" Srsly woman, you need to chill and not spaz as much. ugh.
change of subject for a few min. I'll add to the top in a few. Kk, so, my great aunt just came to get sugar from us. She drove for 3min to get SUGAR!! Holy mother of pearl! She could've just crossed her street and gotten sugar from the store over there!! Honestly, this lady comes to our house every day to ask for things. I suppose I shouldn't complain especially since she made us biryani. I love her biryani. lol. God! I'm so brown.
Exams are almost over...thank god! I never studied for a singal one.I better study for science though. Its the hardest.
Imma go...um..watch tv and then study.
nitezz
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
*sigh*
*sigh*
I've been so blah the past couple of days. My lovers lost the cup. I honestly don't know why this is affecting me so much. I mean, I still love them and all, but the season is overand i have to wait a couple of months for it to start again. *sigh* Rumor going around that they might get rid of Roloson! vuvdbubhjvhjbuy! If they do, I will cry a lot! I'm going to an Oilers appreciation thing tomorrow. So excited! I get to see my boys! Watched them on the news when they were coming from the airport, they looked so sad and defeated! God! I cried for them. Poor boys tried so hard, got so far, and they didn't get what they wanted! Always next year right?? And anyways, Carolina deserved it. It was their first Cup. :)
The past wek has been hilarious at school with Kathlein! Her and "manuale" are a laugh! "Jjiill1" haha! I love Kathlein! I'm going to miss her sooooooo muchhhh!!!!
Today was the last instructional day at school. Exams start from tomorrow. We all cried so much at lunch. As usual, Kathlein made it really funny. I cleaned out my locker. In 7 days, I will officially be done with junior high and moving to highschool. Oh dear God! Please help me! Bet i'll screw it up somehow.
I shall update more often than I have this past few days. lol.
much love,
me!
I've been so blah the past couple of days. My lovers lost the cup. I honestly don't know why this is affecting me so much. I mean, I still love them and all, but the season is overand i have to wait a couple of months for it to start again. *sigh* Rumor going around that they might get rid of Roloson! vuvdbubhjvhjbuy! If they do, I will cry a lot! I'm going to an Oilers appreciation thing tomorrow. So excited! I get to see my boys! Watched them on the news when they were coming from the airport, they looked so sad and defeated! God! I cried for them. Poor boys tried so hard, got so far, and they didn't get what they wanted! Always next year right?? And anyways, Carolina deserved it. It was their first Cup. :)
The past wek has been hilarious at school with Kathlein! Her and "manuale" are a laugh! "Jjiill1" haha! I love Kathlein! I'm going to miss her sooooooo muchhhh!!!!
Today was the last instructional day at school. Exams start from tomorrow. We all cried so much at lunch. As usual, Kathlein made it really funny. I cleaned out my locker. In 7 days, I will officially be done with junior high and moving to highschool. Oh dear God! Please help me! Bet i'll screw it up somehow.
I shall update more often than I have this past few days. lol.
much love,
me!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
WWWHOOOTT
WHO DA 
MEN???.....OILERS!!!!!
YESS.....YET ANOTHER VICTORY FOR MY BOYS!!! SCORE=4-0!!! YESS YESS YESS....MY BOY MARKKANEN DIDN'T LET IN A SIGNLE GOAL.
Went to Whyte Ave!! We drove around for 2.5hrs. Screamed the whole time, lost my voice, hugged random ppl, shook random ppls' hands....BLOOODY AWSOME!!
MONDAYS GAME=CUP COMIN HOMEEE
MEN???.....OILERS!!!!!YESS.....YET ANOTHER VICTORY FOR MY BOYS!!! SCORE=4-0!!! YESS YESS YESS....MY BOY MARKKANEN DIDN'T LET IN A SIGNLE GOAL.
Went to Whyte Ave!! We drove around for 2.5hrs. Screamed the whole time, lost my voice, hugged random ppl, shook random ppls' hands....BLOOODY AWSOME!!
MONDAYS GAME=CUP COMIN HOMEEE
Thursday, June 15, 2006
*sigh*
*sigh*
Today started off as a wonderful day-Oilers won last night, I was happy cause everyone else was happy. Then as the day progressed, I became a grumpy, old hag. I'm stressing so much over exams. I haven't even started studying. I just don't have time. There's the hockey game, then my shows, then homework, then other stuff. Ugh!! I hate this!! It's not only school that i'm stressed about, it's something else to, but I don't know what. Mygoodness, it seems like the only person who can actually make me laugh these days is Nathaniel. I don't even know the guy. And no, I don't like like him. Nope...I'm still head-over-hills for the idiot...unfortunately. Hahahahaha...kk...so Nathanial sent me a pic on nex and i wrote back "haha the lil black kid looks like u" and then I went back to my comments and i read "yea prolly but they got the big screen" and i got soo confused cuz I thought he wrote that. Then I realized someone else wrote ir. Hahaha...I'm such an idiot. So, anyways, life is pretty...blah. I haven't talked to some people in ages. But, I honestly don't care anymore. I've changed so much in the past few months. It feels good. lol.
aitez...I'm going to go do my kumon.
muah
Today started off as a wonderful day-Oilers won last night, I was happy cause everyone else was happy. Then as the day progressed, I became a grumpy, old hag. I'm stressing so much over exams. I haven't even started studying. I just don't have time. There's the hockey game, then my shows, then homework, then other stuff. Ugh!! I hate this!! It's not only school that i'm stressed about, it's something else to, but I don't know what. Mygoodness, it seems like the only person who can actually make me laugh these days is Nathaniel. I don't even know the guy. And no, I don't like like him. Nope...I'm still head-over-hills for the idiot...unfortunately. Hahahahaha...kk...so Nathanial sent me a pic on nex and i wrote back "haha the lil black kid looks like u" and then I went back to my comments and i read "yea prolly but they got the big screen" and i got soo confused cuz I thought he wrote that. Then I realized someone else wrote ir. Hahaha...I'm such an idiot. So, anyways, life is pretty...blah. I haven't talked to some people in ages. But, I honestly don't care anymore. I've changed so much in the past few months. It feels good. lol.
aitez...I'm going to go do my kumon.
muah
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
WWOOOOOTTTTTT
only one thing to write bout today...
WE WON WE WON WE WON WE WON
WWWWHHHOOOOOOTTTTT!!!!!
mummy and i drove to rexal and back...
holy mother of pearl!!!
it was crazzyy on the roads!!!
i lost my voice from screaming
aacckkk
I CANT BELIEVE WE WON
2 MORE TO WIN AND DEAR OLD STANLEY IS OURS!
however, i dont have too much hope. theres still a little thing inside me thats stopping me from celebrating too much. *sigh* i dont want my heart to break. the last game they lost...i cried the whole night. i get so emotional over hockey. but what i say? its my life. :D
I LOVE MY BOYS!!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Tuesdays are so blah. I usually just sleep in class and during lunch, i'm cranky and look and act drunk. Aren't mondays supposed to be blah? But no, not for me. For Alishah, Tuesdays suck!! Woke up, fell back asleep, dreamt that I was awake and getting ready. Then, suddenly mummy comes and yells at me to wake up. For the first 5min i'm all confused. Then I realize that I wasted 5min and hurridly get ready. I always skip breakfast on tuesdays-not that I ever do have breakfast but meh. So then, I go to school, finish up homework I havent done. Go to double science. Sleep in gym/social and "rest" in L.A. Lunch I eat, sleep, go to my next class. Do math, sleep in the next class, and then go to social. The whole day, being tired since I slept most of the day, I act cranky and drunk. When teachers call on me, I have no idea whats going on. God! I hate it when that happens cause everyone starts laughing. :(
Basically, Tuesdays are my sleep-in-class days. Good thing is that I barely ever get homework on tuesdays. woot!!
I got my marks for each class today. Mygod!! I went down soo much in every class. social-84,
Science-83, Math-91, and worse of all...L.A-78. .
So, I have to go to M.E today because mother dearest didn't hand in the summer-school form. Ugh! I bet the first week is all full now!! So i'll have to take phys. ed the last 2 weeks on July.
Ugh!!! I'm back...Apparently mother dearest signed me up for Calm as well. So the whole month of July will be spent at fuckin summer school. fhfgswgbcbngfjtugk. Sooo pissed off.
Basically, Tuesdays are my sleep-in-class days. Good thing is that I barely ever get homework on tuesdays. woot!!
I got my marks for each class today. Mygod!! I went down soo much in every class. social-84,
Science-83, Math-91, and worse of all...L.A-78. .
So, I have to go to M.E today because mother dearest didn't hand in the summer-school form. Ugh! I bet the first week is all full now!! So i'll have to take phys. ed the last 2 weeks on July.
Ugh!!! I'm back...Apparently mother dearest signed me up for Calm as well. So the whole month of July will be spent at fuckin summer school. fhfgswgbcbngfjtugk. Sooo pissed off.
Monday, June 12, 2006
disappointed
I am uberly disappointed and frustrated! We lost the cup. series is 3-1 for the canes. Canes gotta win 1 more game whereas we gotta win 3. Obviously, canes have a better chance. Bye-bye Stanley. It was nice while it lasted.
iIwent out to wendy's to get a salad and there were like no cars out so I was like "see mum...everyones gonna go suicide." and I was serious! Mother looks at me and laughs while I have tears in my eyes. Gosh!!! I had such high hopes for my boys! This just ruins everything!! June 06 is officially the worst of my life! *sigh* Always next year right?? ha! Yeah right!!
I didn't even do my homework-which I have lots of- just to watch the game! All hope lost dear bloggers. Edm...is going to be mourning the Oilers' loss on wednesday.
*sigh* I really needed something to be happy about. Especialy after thses past few weeks/days. Me and her still arent on speaking terms. I'm starting hate my mother. My uncle is really annoying me. And I miss 'her.' We haven't talked since she moved. God! I really need a hug. And not just any hug, I need someone to actually hug me like they mean it...to love me...to hold me while i cry out all my messed up emotions. *sigh*
iIwent out to wendy's to get a salad and there were like no cars out so I was like "see mum...everyones gonna go suicide." and I was serious! Mother looks at me and laughs while I have tears in my eyes. Gosh!!! I had such high hopes for my boys! This just ruins everything!! June 06 is officially the worst of my life! *sigh* Always next year right?? ha! Yeah right!!
I didn't even do my homework-which I have lots of- just to watch the game! All hope lost dear bloggers. Edm...is going to be mourning the Oilers' loss on wednesday.
*sigh* I really needed something to be happy about. Especialy after thses past few weeks/days. Me and her still arent on speaking terms. I'm starting hate my mother. My uncle is really annoying me. And I miss 'her.' We haven't talked since she moved. God! I really need a hug. And not just any hug, I need someone to actually hug me like they mean it...to love me...to hold me while i cry out all my messed up emotions. *sigh*
Sunday, June 11, 2006
told her
Well, I told my mum. Sometime in August i'll be packing up and moving. In July we'll go check out the schools and then most likely go to Disneyland. I guess its for the best. She was really happy when I told her I was ready to leave. *sigh* At least one of us is happy.
I believe I lost someone this weekend. We had stopped talking for a year and for the past six months things were pretty good with us. Well, we made plans to go out and as usual I had a fight with my mother. Reluctantly she took me but was bickering the whole time. Apparently, mummy dearest isn't too fond of this friend. So anyways, I looked for this friend of mine but I didn't see her anywhere. I went back to the car and mummy drove off. I felt awful! Mostly for leaving her. I didn't feel to bad about missing the movie. The main reason I wanted to go was to spend time with her and try to remember what it felt like before. As usual, mother dearest had to get all pissy. This person was really pissed. We havent spoken ever since (like 2 days). I guess its better this way.
Gosh! I'm being such a bitch! I'm not even sure if we'll be moving. God knows, mummy and the guy might even break up by then.
random-ness
my god! i'm so addicted to this thing!
Main Entry:
blog
Part of Speech:
noun
Definition:
an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page; also called Weblog.
I always thought blog was a made-up word. haha...shows how smart I am. lol. I've never had a
"diary" before. So, lets see how long I can keep this up for.
Anyways, I keep thinking about the move. Will people remember me? Will I remember them? ackk...soo many more questions.
Something more interesting...HOCKEY!! aitez..so i'm superduper excited for tmr's game!! If the Oilers win this...the series will be tied. And both the teams will have an equal chance of winning the cup. Gosh! I really hope its us who gets it. lol. Honestly, Stanley Cup is waayy better than the World Cup. Stanley even sounds better. aacckkk!!! 3 more wins to go and we've got the cup!! :D
3 weeks until summer. I'm never excited for summer, so its no wonder that this year isn't any different. However, I really want to go somewhere. I haven't been out of this country in ages! But I dont want to go where my mum wants to go...to her boyfriend. She's honestly so addicted to him! It makes me sick. I guess i'll need to get used to it, especially since i've already decided i'm moving. OH! I just remembered that I need to tell my mum bout it. haha. I'm such an idiot. Ok...back to summer. I seriously need to get back in shape. I'm lettting myself go too much. I'm starting to eat 5 chocolates per day!! eekkk!!! Oh! and i've started on coffee again! Just to make sure I don't get in trouble, I make the whole family some as well. tsk tsk to me. I should add that to my list of goals. So far i have: -Be nicer
-Don't spaz at people
-Get in shape
-Make new friends
I'm sure to add more and I doubt i'll be able to do any of those. meh. at least i'll try.
I think i'll be making another post before i head off to bed...or go do my homework which i had 5 days to do but I'm too much of a procrastinator to have it done.
Final decision...
aitez.
so...i've made up my mind. I srsly need to get away from all this shit. my solution-move. I know that the problems i have arent due to the people or this place-they are there because of me, but I need a break. Perhaps, things might change for the better. Gosh! I'll miss all the idiots over here. But I need to do this-for myself, and my mother.
My aim until I move: Be nice to everyone and not get into fights.
My goal for after I move: Be nice and make friends.
I'm nervous-new place, new people. I don't even know if the move will happen. *sigh* Hopefully everything turns out alright.
Blah-est day..
This awsome person I know has an online blog and she loves it! So, I decided to try it out. At least it'll give me something to do. Yes...I'm a very boring person, but bear with me. lol.
This week was pretty blah. I kept spazing at people and then I felt awful after. *sigh* I suppose the past year has still stuck with me. Especially with losing more people...who mean the world to me.
aacckk!! this is getting too depressing.
Right, well, next year i'm going to m.e. Its such a huge place!! I always used to look forward to highschool...to a new year, new school, new people. But that was when something was still alright. Yet now that something is gone, and all my insecurities came back. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and change things. Life changes too fast for me.
This week was pretty blah. I kept spazing at people and then I felt awful after. *sigh* I suppose the past year has still stuck with me. Especially with losing more people...who mean the world to me.
aacckk!! this is getting too depressing.
Right, well, next year i'm going to m.e. Its such a huge place!! I always used to look forward to highschool...to a new year, new school, new people. But that was when something was still alright. Yet now that something is gone, and all my insecurities came back. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and change things. Life changes too fast for me.
Alright, well, i'm going to go watch Batman Begins. lol. I'll write more later. Hopefully I can remember to write every day.
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