:/

This may sound evil but I need to confess something.

I've always wanted someone close to me to die. Onlybecause then i'd have a real reason to be sad...to feel the way I do. It doesn't feel right that I need someone's life to be gone forever just so I can...OH i don't know!! I'm evil! I ought to be the one to die! Look at me talking about wanting someone to leave this world just for my own selfish reasons.