Passions/Love

Passions was so sad today. It made me feel all empty. this is what Theresa said to Ethan:

"for 7 years i've held onto this hope that we'll get back together. that maybe u'll realize that i'm the one ur supposed to be with. i believed in fate. thought that perhaps one day it will bring us back together. but i was wrong ethan. it wont. do you remember that day on the beach. that..that night where we..ethan i hold onto that night. every time something goes wrong i remember it and try to capture that feeling i had when i was in your arms. i've tried so much to feel that way again but i cant. its always an arms length away. fate, hope, dreams. those are only words. i used to hold such a strong belief on them. everyone used to tell me that its not real and i wouldnt believe them. but you were right ethan. they are just words. i built a fantasy house. a warm, inviting house based on love, fate, dreams and belief. i thought that one day you would come home. but i now know that you wont. once the sun comes up and shines thru that house, it vanishes and all thats left is reality. i'm giving up on us ethan."

OMFG

how sad is that?!?!!?

ugh! I hate this thing called "love." I've given up on it. All it brings is heartache. Its not only on tv. In real life as well. How many couples do you know who have survived more than 50 years and still have that fire, the passion in their lives? Barely any right. Most couples fight regularly, or one of them has to agree with the other just to stop the fighting. Many couples aren't truly happy. That happily-ever-after doesn't exist, and that's what most girls want.

*sigh*

I hate love. Its stupid. I was stupid enough to fall for it five years ago. And i'm still paying for my mistake.

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