Arrgghh

Just not fair! I feel like screaming and crying at the same time. Seeeeeeeee. Not even December 31st and it's already starting.

I'm going to bed. Nothing better to do. Maybe I can hide in my dreams. They've got to be better than reality...right?
Oh who am I kidding? My dreams are usually worse.

Tomorrow, I for sure am going to do something. Perhaps I'll ask mother to drop me off at the mall and pick me up in the evening. I hate being home. I feel like I'm suffocating in here. It's winter break and all I do is stay at home. Pathetic really. Like mother like daughter? Seems that'll be my life.