Thursday, January 10, 2008

Perfect

Way to make me feel shittier. And angry.
=)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What happened now? You went offline so quick- what did I do now?

Listen, hang in there, I know it's tough, and I know your mind often wanders and wonders about the past and the future- but it's just human nature at it's worst. Things will get better.

Remember, in order for things to get better (even a bit) things have to get worse first.

Embrace the bits of sunshine you do get, be it when you're watching family channel, when you're goofing off with me, or anything that brings a smile to your face. Live in the moment.

I know it sounds easier than it really is, and it's true too, but it's worth the try. Those few minutes, even seconds of happiness make such a difference. You reach into the depth of your soul and really feel that happiness, embrace it and enjoy it, as fast as it comes, it disapears even faster. It's more scarse than free gold.

Don't be so hard on yourself. You're not a horrible person.

Sometimes you just need to shut off your brain and let yourself loose.

Also remember you can't do much about the past, but your experiences will come in handy to shape the future.

I just saw a flying insect. I can't sleep with a bug flying around. I'm going for the hunt. Die fly, DIEEEEEEEEEE.

Ps- You're not going "home" before I do, so forget it darling. Unless you come kill me first, then you can come too.

PPs- if you skip tomorrow, bus it to my place. The 10 passes by my place. Get off when you see Happy Mart.

Love you.
Praying for you.
My thoughts are with you.